FMM on T

FMM

Happy Monday everyone.
If you’ve taken part in Friend Makin Mondays before then you are familiar with the rules. If you’re new, please take a moment to answer this week’s question on your own blog then add your link in the comments section here so we can all see your FMM questions and answers. Please invite your blog readers to add their links here too so everyone has to opportunity to be seen. The idea is to connect with other awesome bloggers so take a moment to read and comment on a couple of other posts.
I would love some topic/question suggestions from all of you, please email your ideas to me sarah@losingweightandhavingfun.com  Thanks
This week’s random questions come from Tyra at Random Acts of Snark. Thanks Tyra.
1. If I gave you $10,000 what would you spend it on?
a car
2. If you could watch your favorite movie now, what would it be?

Dune, and I have the theatrical release, the extended directors cut, the alternate cut, and the remake. lol
3. If you could talk to anyone in the world, who would it be?
Tina Turner, I want to chant with her!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGK58X7YP2Y
4. If you could wish one thing to come true this year, what would it be?
world peace
5. If you could live in any period of history, when would it be?
in America BEFORE the white men came with my peeps the Cherokee
6. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?
my IQ I'm above average but I'd like to be MENSA, you know so me and pinky can take over the world! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
7. If you could have any question answered, what would it be?
was Jesus gay because I believe he was.
8. If you could watch your favorite TV show right now, what would it be?
Elvira's Movie Macabre, alas it's no longer on (I have it on dvd) but a deluxe box set just came out I WANT!


http://www.amazon.com/Elviras-Movie-Macabre-Coffin-Collection/dp/B00LFMZZSO/ref=sr_1_5?s=movies-tv&ie=UTF8&qid=1412066586&sr=1-5&keywords=elvira


9. If you could have any kind of pet, what would you have?
unicorn
10. If you could do your dream job 10 years from now, what would it be?
hosting a talk show, I'm funny and quirky and I like people so I'd be a natural
Thanks Tyra for the questions, these were fun to answer. Now it’s time to go answer these questions on your blog and come back here and post the link to your answers.
Have a great day
Sarah xxx
 

fake it

well I'm just gonna suck it up and fake it till I make it. I cant stand whiny pathetic people who give up, and that AINT me!
here's a WTF? I did one of those facebook tests for what magical creature is inside you. silly and fun right? WRONG?!
apparently I'm an abomination that NEVER occurs in nature. these are only created when they're forced to breed in captivity and they're unstable and CRAZY. not sure why but this tweaked me, goodness knows I've been called an abomination before, but really WTF does a liger have to do with magic.

Liger

You are a Liger! You are like a lion and tiger mixed bred for skills in magic! You are a unique and not afraid to be yourself. (And you actually do exist!

as far as food:

grilled cheese with ham

granola bar (2)

puffcorn

chicken breast

pepperoni

angle hair pasta

more chicken breast

blah blah meh

bad/busy night all by myself at work and it was homecoming and race weekend, they've seriously got to pull their heads out of their asses! I'm just tired and annoyed and I have a headache and my feet hurt................but there's nothing to be done but suck it up. I'm off for 2 days and I shall not bitter away free time! so consider this my "VENT" as long as I get bit out I can let it go! lolol


I ate:
1 cup angel pasta with chicken breast
chicken breast
puffcorn
ramen
garlic bread
almond granola bar
peanut butter granola bar

lol

FOCUS...

focus or the LACK there-of!

1

a :  a point at which rays (as of light, heat, or sound) converge or from which they diverge or appear to diverge; specifically :  the point where the geometrical lines or their prolongations conforming to the rays diverging from or converging toward another point intersect and give rise to an image after reflection by a mirror or refraction by a lens or optical system

b :  a point of convergence of a beam of particles (as electrons)

2

a :  focal length

b :  adjustment for distinct vision; also :  the area that may be seen distinctly or resolved into a clear image

c :  a state or condition permitting clear perception or understanding <tried to bring the issues into focus>

d :  direction 6c <the team lost focus>

3

:  one of the fixed points that with the corresponding directrix defines a conic section

4

:  a localized area of disease or the chief site of a generalized disease or infection

5

a :  a center of activity, attraction, or attention <the focus of the meeting was drug abuse>

b :  a point of concentration

6

:  the place of origin of an earthquake or moonquake

7

:  directed attention :  emphasis

— fo·cus·less \-ləs\ adjective

— in focus

:  having or giving the proper sharpness of outline due to good focusing

— out of focus

:  not in focus

See focus defined for English-language learners »

See focus defined for kids »

Examples of FOCUS

1. He's successful, but he feels that his life lacks focus.
2. His life lacks a focus.

I feel like I'm all fuzzy and wonky around the edges and I cant maintain a focus on anything, my weight, tarot readings, my life in general. I'm playing way too much WOW but it's the only thing I'm actually enjoying right now. I spent so many years working my ass off for 60 to 80 hours a week that I never got to be a "kid" and I guess I'm just kinda emotionally hibernating at the moment because I have no clue what to do with my life and at 47 I just don't wanna start over and find a new direction so I'm going rudderless and just seeing what happens. mayhaps i'll get inspired one of these days to get proactive but for now I'm ok, I feel good, not depressed or upset but not excited either.......I guess I'm still existing instead of living with verve (I LOVE that word! lol)

foodwise :

2 granola bars

3 slices bacon pizza

roast beef

pepperoni

ritz crackers

American cheese

handful of goldfish

taste bud duds

my taste buds seem to be all wonky, honestly they never came back after I took the steroids and dialated my eye twice a day for two weeks. anything earthy tstaes disgusting (potatoes, carrots, etc) and thing I usually LOVE (biscuits) are just blah. nothing gets me excited any more and mayhaps I eat more just looking for that MMMMMMMMMMMM YUMM I'm used to. apparently food is simply nourishment and not pleasurable any longer. I'd like a happy medium where I can enjoy it but not sure how to re-align taste buds!
I ate:
butterfinger
ramen
chicken breast
bbq chips
garlic bread
a couple of ritz garlic butter crackers
that's it and didn't truly enjoy any of it. I'm thinking of doin a fast for a week and seeing if that will work. gotta study the calander and pick an appropriate time.
lololol

well DUH! how'd we screw this up???



I'm still workin at it! lol

and YES!

shift happens

doin ok my tummy is acting up occasionally in revolting ways and food that has NEVER bothered me before suddenly is and tastes weird too. mayhaps my body is going through a MAJOR shift!

so i'll figure it out but honestly I feel like I'm in aholding pattern right now pln wise, I wanna lose the 8 pounds to get me into ONEderland but apparently not enough to just friggin do it.

food wise I'm doin okay but not stellar
I ate:
chicken sandwich
buffalo chicken
bacon
peanuts
almonds
sunflower kernels
butterfinger
bologna biscuit
bacon biscuit'
steak biscuit


I've really just been playing WOW aka WORLD OF WARCRAFT and enjoying it immensely with no guilt, but it's that I work hard I deserve to relax mindset and I KNOW I have to snap out of it, but not today! lol

this I KNOW!

hurt...ryan gosling

bet that got everyone's attention! lolol but I am refering to the johnny cash song. it is so raw and he was so close to death it's an amazing song. the man just let you see the inside and it was heart wrenching and beautiful.....if you haven't seen/heard it take the time but have tissues!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aF9AJm0RFc&feature=share
it's about drug addiction but so aptly applies to food addiction as well....
Hurt"(originally by Nine Inch Nails)

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

it's surprising when a truth shows up in an unlikely place but fat bastard in the Austin powers movies did that several times

 and this one made me go hmmmmmmmmmmmm because a healthy and alert public is NOT in their best interest!

and how's this for motivation!

lolol

FMM ON TUESDAY

FMM

Happy Monday everyone.
If you’ve taken part in Friend Makin Mondays before then you are familiar with the rules. If you’re new, please take a moment to answer this week’s question on your own blog then add your link in the comments section here so we can all see your FMM questions and answers. Please invite your blog readers to add their links here too so everyone has to opportunity to be seen. The idea is to connect with other awesome bloggers so take a moment to read and comment on a couple of other posts.
I would love some topic/question suggestions from all of you, please email your ideas to me sarah@losingweightandhavingfun.com  Thanks
This week’s random questions come from Tyra at Random Acts of Snark. Thanks Tyra.
1. If you were a city, which city would you choose and why?
provincetown mass. it's gay mecca but still small and quaint.
2. What are your ten favorite foods?
1.fried bologna  2.fried wieners (all beef sabbretts preferably) 3.chicken breast 4.dry roasted peanuts 5.bacon  6.pulled pork 7.pepperoni  8.albacore tuna 9.sunflower kernels 10. bbq pork skins (aint I a BIG ole carnivore! lol)
3. If you were a candy bar, which candy bar would it be and why?
payday..............it's yummy and salty and nuts just like me! lolol
4. If you were to change your name, what would you change it to and why?
my sacred magical name is Willow Song on Wind so mayhaps I'd do that one legally too.
5. Do you prefer Spring, Summer, Fall or Winter?
fall, Mabon is great and Samhain (Halloween) is my fave day of the year.
6. If you were stranded on a desert island, what three things would you want to have?
tool kit, machete, Dune (the book)
7. Share your favorite material object that you already own.
I cant narrow it down to one object but one collection............my ELVIRA MISTRESS of the DARK memorabilia, it's marvelously macabre!
8. What item that you don’t already have, would you most like to own?
a car
9. If you could choose one vacation destination, where would it be and why?
NEW ZEALAND, BECAUSE IT'S STUNNING AND THOSE MAORI MEN ARE MMMMMMMM YUMMY!
10. If you were to create a slogan for your life, what would it be? (example: eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow we all die)
I'D RATHER ASK FORGIVENESS THAN PERMISSION!
Thanks Tyra for the questions, these were fun to answer. Now it’s time to go answer these questions on your blog and come back here and post the link to your answers.
Have a great day
Sarah xxx

START!

oh yeah can you dig it? LMAO at least I come by my scarlet o'hara complex naturally since I'm southern! what's your excuse? seriously procrastination is evil and insidious cause putting it off even for a valid reason is still putting it off, and whats my old line (all my followers know!) reasons are just excuses wearing a bow!  so unless it involves traction or paralysis JUST GET OFF YOUR ARSE AND DO IT! something, anything is better than nothing and you'll feel a great sense of accomplishment instead of that loser guilt!

so lets talk about eating:
puffcorn
1 mini baby ruth, yep only one!
dill pickle
pulled pork
hot dog
peanuts
ribs
garlic toast
that's all, was too busy gaming (WOW is my addiction) and watching police academy (watched 5 of em, I'll do the other 2 this morning)





and with the right stuff!










and this one is oh so very important if I had waited until I was ready and all the stars aligned and I was mentally set and knew I would be successful..........................I'D STILL BE 300+ POUNDS SITTING ON MY ASS MISERABLE AND WISHING/HOPING/PRAYING FOR SOMETHING TO CHANGE!   we all deserve to be happy and healthy but many of us aren't willing to be proactive in our lives. so if you are sitting on the couch with a box of twinkies praying to be thin/well. stop wasting your time throw that poison in the garbage bin and get off your ass and make the change you want to be!

conan and meat

YESTERDAY WAS GOOD! TIM WATCHED BOTH CONAN's AND HAD MEAT! .......
hey I am a man and sometimes I wanna be dumb and drag my knuckles too!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I had pulled pork
ramen noodles
pulled pork
ritz crackers
pulled pork
peanuts pulled pork
and hmmmmmm lemme see pulled pork!

NEVER GONNA GIVE UP/IN!

I'M NEVER GONNA GIVE UP/IN! I SHALL BE WHO I WANT TO BE AND BY GOLLY IF YOU DOUBT ME YOU'RE GONNA FEEL/LOOK DUMB WHEN I DO!
THAT BEING SAID SURROUND YOURSELF WITH POSITIVITY AND UPLIFTING STUFF. DONT EVER TRY TO GUILT YOURSELF INTO HEALTH/WELLBEING CAUSE SHAME (even self-shame) NEVER WORKS. IT'S CRUEL AND STUPID!



and as silly/sad as this is I'm actually eating (in controlled portions) the bad food so I can restock the pantry next week in a healthier manner. I bought the shit now I gotta eat it! (I had 2 short paychecks and from taking time off for a festival and a pow wow and spent DOUBLE! lol) so this is kinda tongue in cheek! LMAO



I ate:
3 hot dogs (no bun)
chili (no beans)
ritz garlic butter crackers
puffcorn
froot loops with milk (sm bowl)
caramel puffcorn (1/2 bag)
bbq ribs
garlic toast
hamburger (no bread)

strike a "TREE" pose!

not sure if I'm gonna watch or not...........I miss my jillian already!

 and alas I must admit the sad sad truth...........................

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

fellin better now that I got some sleep .............
I ate:
macaroni
hamburger patty (2)
hot dog
Cheetos
not very hungry and I'm fine with that!
and it's always good to namedrop those who inspire you so here's my shout out to Dolphina of the Goddess Workout!
and aaron star of hot nude yoga!
 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GuJQSAiODqI



so how about ya'll are you ready to strike a "TREE" pose!