BE what you BElieve!

BE what you BElieve!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

alone and confused

how do you focus on the positive
when blinded and overwhelmed by negativity
34 and always alone
no one ever loved me
or called mt their own
friends comfort me and cherish my soul
but that doesn't warm me
through long bitter nights
shivering and alone
cowering with fright
foresaken by love taunted by hindsight
betrayed by false hope and delusions
instincts driven mad by guilt and confusion
alone in the darkness longing
needing to be held and loved
unable to connect to anyone
frustration and anger fill me with bile
cursing fate and the gods one and the same
tossing and turning alone in the night
still alone and confused at the dawning of light

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