SO MANY MEN

I WAS A FOOL BUT I TOOK A CHANCE
WHAT WAS I THINKING TO HELL WITH ROMANCE
SEX IS MUCH SIMPLER AND OH SO MUCH FUN
CUM AND GO THE END OVER AND DONE
NO MESSY EMOTIONS NO NEED TO TALK
DROP TO MY KNEES THEN TAKE A WALK
SO I'LL GO BACK TO MY MOTTO OF OLD
IT SEVED ME WELL TRUTH BE TOLD
IF I KNOW YOUR NAME THE ROMANCE IS DEAD
FIND A WILLING DICK JUST GIVE EM HEAD
AT LEAST THEN I WONT LIVE A LIE
TOO TIRED OF BULLSHIT WHY EVEN TRY
WHY THE FUCK DID I THINK I NEEDED MORE
THATS JUST  FOOLISH SO WHY NOT BE A WHORE
MY NECK ON THE CHOPPING BLOCK NEVER AGAIN
I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON WHO NEEDS A FRIEND
JUST CO CRUISING TIME AND AGAIN
SO LITTLE TIME AND OH SO MANY MEN

OK

RIVERS OF PAIN OCEANS OF DOUBT
ON THESE I RIDE AND AM TOSSED ABOUT
NO USE SCREAMING OR CRYING
NO ONE HEARS YOU SO STOP TRING
YOU BUILT YOUR WALL AND IT WAS STOUT
NOTHIN GOT THROUGH WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT
DECADE AFTER DECADE YOU TENDED IT WELL
ALONG CAME HE WHOM I DONT SPEAK OF AND OVER IT FELL
GRIEF OVER LOSING HIM YES TIS TRUE
BUT THERES SO MUCH MORE MAKING ME BLUE
HE'S NOT TO BLAME FOR ALL MY PAIN AND SORROW
HES ONLY A MAN AND NOT THE RULER OF MY TOMORROW
I GRIEVE FOR LOSSES BOTH GREAT AND SMALL
THERE WAS SO MUCH SHIT BEHIND THAT WALL
SO NOW I WOLLOW AND THRASH ABOUT
SWIMMING IN A FLOOD OF ALL I LET OUT
IN THE END ALL WILL BE RIGHT AND I'LL BE OK
THE WATER RECEDES MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY
STARTING OVER STRONGER I THINK
I GUESS I'VE HEARTBREAK TO THANK

SASSY

CAN I WRITE ONE HAPPY TALE TRY SOMETHING NEW
WARM AND FUZZY NO TRACE OF BLUE
I'LL TELL YOU OF MY LIGHT THATS WHAT I'LL DO
ABSOLUTELY THE BESTR LADY I EVER KNEW
FOR 11 YEARS SHE SHARED MY LIFE
THROUGH THICK AND THIN HAPPINESS AND STRIFE
IN ALL THAT TIME SHE NEVER LET ME DOWN
WHEN I'M BRUISED AND BATTERED SHES SAFE AND SOUND
SHE DRYS MY TEARS AND LIFTS ME UP
IN PRIZES FOR LOYALTY SDED TAKE THE CUP
FOR ALL MY LIFE I'M FOREVER BOUND
WHAT DID I DO BEFORE SHE WAS AROUND
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE CENTER OF MY WORLD
THIS IS MY ODER FOR MY SASSY GIRL

I NEVER HAD

SO NOW I'LL TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I FELL FOR THIS MAN
HE SAID HE WANTED ME TIS TRUE BUT WAS IT ALL A NEFARIOUS PLAN
WHEN HE KISSED ME IT WAS ALL A BEAUTIFUL LIE
A GAME HE WAS PLAYING BUT WHY OH WHY
I REALLY THOUGHT HE LOVED ME AT LEAST AT FIRST
ONCE HE MOVED IN THAT FANTASY BUBBLE BURST
SO WHAT CHANGED IN ME WHY DID I SO EASILY FALL
ONE STUPID KISS GOOD GOD GET A GRIP WAS THAT ALL
NOW HE'S CONQUERED PLUNDERED AND MOVED ON AND SO MUST YOU
TRY TO SHORE UP THAT FRAGILE HEART STILL BROKEN IN TWO
GRAB THOSE BOOTSTRAPS PICK YOURSELF UP DUST YOURSELF OFF
MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE CEST LE VIE I TRIED AND I LOST
WHY DIDN'T IT WORK WAS IT ME WHAT DO I LACK
WAS IT ALL ME OR IS HE FUCKED UP AND OUT OF WHACK
I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO WHERE TO GO WHAT POTION TO TRY
I STILL WANT HIM I STILL NEED HIM YET I HATE HIM ALL I CAN DO IS CRY
HE SAYS HE TRIED BUT HE'S FULL OF IT CAUSE THAT IS SO NOT TRUE
 HE KNEW FROM THE FIRST MOMENT HE WAS PAINTING ME IN SHADES OF BLUE
ACTIONS SPEAK MUCH LOUDER THAN  A VELVETY LYING WORD
TOO BAD I WAS LISTENING WITH MY HEART IT NEVER HEARD
SO HERE I AM LEFT LONELY BEREFT FILLED WITH AGONY AND JUST SAD
PINING AWAY FOR MICHAEL HE THAT I NEVER HAD

INEXPLICABLY

SOME LIVES A SONG WHILE MINE IS A DIRGE
Y'ALL SO HAPPY AND GAY FOR ME NEVER AN URGE
I'M MARKED SET APART FOR ALL ETERNITY CURSE
WHEN DID I MAKE THAT TURN COULD IT BE WORSE
TWO FROKS IN THE ROAD AND BOTH PATHS DISAPPEARED
STUMBLING BLINDLY PANICED FRANTIC WORSE THAN I HAD FEARED
UNABLE TO FIND MY WAY BACK
MUSIC DYING LAST CHORD FADING TO BLACK
SILENCE ENGULF ME IN TERROR TOO AFRAID TO CARRY ON
DRAGGED FORWARD INEXPLICABLY UNABLE TO ESCAPE THIS DEAD ZONE
UNABLE TO BOW OUT THOUGH TH GODS KNOW I TRIED
WHY DOES THE BODY STILL LIVE WHEN THE SPIRIT HAS DIED

OUT OF MY MIND

LIFE GOES ON THE WROLD KEEPS TURNING
I KEEP TRYING TO KEEP UP MOVING LEARNING
HAVE I FALLEN BEHIND WHERE HAVE Y'ALL GONE
NO ONE IN SIGHT ARE YOU HIDING AM I LEFT ALONE
TRYING NOT TO PLUMMET OFF THE CLIFF THE EDGE IS SO NEAR
WHAT LIES BEYOND THE ABYSS NOTHING I FEAR
WHAT IS LIFE YOU LIVE LOVE AND DIE
2 OUTTA THREE AINT BAD NICE TRY
UNLOVED BY ANY I FAILED THAT SILLY TEST
IS FATE THAT CRUEL OR IS LIFE A JEST
RUNNING BLINDLY FALLING FURTHER BEHIND
SCREAMING AND WAILING COMPLETELY OUT OF MY MIND

IMAGINE THAT

DECADES GONE BY AND I ALWAYS REMAIN ALONE
NO ONE TO LOVE ME STILL ON MY OWN
TO WHAT DO I OWE THIS SAD LONELY FATE
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
AM I THAT UGLY OR MAYHAPS THE FAT
MAYBEY I'M JUST REPULSIVE OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT
EVERYONE SAYS I'M FUNNY SMART AND CUTE
ARE THEY ALL LYING OR JUST FULL OF SHIT IS THAT POINT MOOT
DONT LIKE BEIN ALONE BUT WHAT THE HELL CAN I DO
I GUESS I'LL GET OLD AND WITHER AWAY
TIME MARCHES OVER MY FACE DAY AFTER DAY
SO I'LL BE ODD AND JUST HAVE LOTS OF CRITTERS AROUND
TOO SILLY AND SENILE TO EVER HEAR LOVES SOUND
GOOFY AS A LOON CRAZY AS A BAT
SAD LONELY FAGGOT IF YOU CAN IMAGINE THAT

FLOW

LOVE IS NO ANSWER IT'S A QUESTION UNANSWERED FOR ME
NO QUICK FIXES NO INSTAND CURES FIDDLE DEE DEE
TAKE A PILL ADD WATER SIMPLY DOESNT WORK
 SCARY LOOKIN IN YOUR OWN HEART WHERE MONSTERS AND DARKNESS LURK
TERROR AROUND THE CORNER UNCONFRONTED IN THIS LIFE
STAY STRONG AND BRAVE YOU CAN WEATHER THE STRIFE
BE WHO YOU WERE MEANT TO BE BUT ARE AFRAID TO SET FREE
DESERVING YOU ARE THIS MUCH IS TRUE JUST WAIT AND SEE
ANYONE LUCKY TO BATHE IN YOUR  LUMINESCENT GLOW
SO TEAR DAOWN THE DAM OPEN THE FLOODGATES AND LET YOUR HEART FLOW