the source does NOT matter

had a wonderful vision/dream i was on a spiritual tour with a group of people on a farm lead by a native american elder with long black hair with streaks of grey in it. as we walked he gave a talk about nature and being sacred. he was showing us horses, cows, chickens, etc etc we were told to examine them closely. we came to baby chicks and were looking at them i walked alittle further beyond the group and there were baby guinea pigs. i squatted down and they swarmed me. all of them wanted on me, the "teacher" came over and said that my guide had shown up. he took my head and bent it over and covered me in smoke while saying a blessing. i felt the guide (i still do) attatch to me.
we finished the tour and were in his home when he started talking about expectations. he reached up and pulled off the wig he was wearing and he had thin shorter brown hair. he explained he was mexican NOT native american. some people started to freak out and get upset doubting the valid info/experiences we had just shared. a sense of peace and calm surrounded me and i thanked spirit for showing me that i should be open and accept the gifts i was offered where ever they come from, the source does not matter so let go of any grand ideas of how spirit will show you something and just accept it.

ill

old man winter has me cursed
my body is aching but my head is the worst
breathing is shallow and yet so gorram hard
dont feel like much of anything lest of all being a bard
just a line to tell you how i feel
like shit is an understatement lets just say im ill
taking garlic again and again
topped by mucinex and oj my immune system needs to hurry up and win!