nostalgia

feelin sappy and nostalgic in both bad/good ways............there are friends who passed I miss terribly and people dear to my heart who have just slipped away, then there are those who I cling to for some unfathomable reason who have NEVER deserved me and yet I long for that connection. now I don't know about all of y'alls belief system but I do believe in reincarnation so that explains it to me somewhat. it's the past relationship I still feel when they don't. mayhaps it ended tragically in that other life and I want closure, but alas my brain understands that but my heart doesn't wanna hear it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyTpu6BmE88
a great song that's what friends are for by Dionne Warwick

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe, I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way
I thank you

Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling and keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
'Cause I tell you, that's what friends are for
For good times and the bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

so I wanna thank all of y'all who have been there for me, looking forward to many more years of memories and good times!