I NEVER HAD

SO NOW I'LL TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY I FELL FOR THIS MAN
HE SAID HE WANTED ME TIS TRUE BUT WAS IT ALL A NEFARIOUS PLAN
WHEN HE KISSED ME IT WAS ALL A BEAUTIFUL LIE
A GAME HE WAS PLAYING BUT WHY OH WHY
I REALLY THOUGHT HE LOVED ME AT LEAST AT FIRST
ONCE HE MOVED IN THAT FANTASY BUBBLE BURST
SO WHAT CHANGED IN ME WHY DID I SO EASILY FALL
ONE STUPID KISS GOOD GOD GET A GRIP WAS THAT ALL
NOW HE'S CONQUERED PLUNDERED AND MOVED ON AND SO MUST YOU
TRY TO SHORE UP THAT FRAGILE HEART STILL BROKEN IN TWO
GRAB THOSE BOOTSTRAPS PICK YOURSELF UP DUST YOURSELF OFF
MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE CEST LE VIE I TRIED AND I LOST
WHY DIDN'T IT WORK WAS IT ME WHAT DO I LACK
WAS IT ALL ME OR IS HE FUCKED UP AND OUT OF WHACK
I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO WHERE TO GO WHAT POTION TO TRY
I STILL WANT HIM I STILL NEED HIM YET I HATE HIM ALL I CAN DO IS CRY
HE SAYS HE TRIED BUT HE'S FULL OF IT CAUSE THAT IS SO NOT TRUE
 HE KNEW FROM THE FIRST MOMENT HE WAS PAINTING ME IN SHADES OF BLUE
ACTIONS SPEAK MUCH LOUDER THAN  A VELVETY LYING WORD
TOO BAD I WAS LISTENING WITH MY HEART IT NEVER HEARD
SO HERE I AM LEFT LONELY BEREFT FILLED WITH AGONY AND JUST SAD
PINING AWAY FOR MICHAEL HE THAT I NEVER HAD