BE what you BElieve!

BE what you BElieve!

Monday, October 12, 2015

happy halloween y'all

 time to share my ode to the Mistress of the Dark herself, ELVIRA!






THE BEAUTY IN THE DARK
BREATHTAKING CREATURE AT HOME IN THE NIGHT
THE BEAUTY IN THE DARKNESS ECLIPSING ALL THE LIGHT
HAIR DARK AS RAVENS WINGS LIPS BLOOD RED AND FULL
VOICE OF A SIREN,CAN'T YOU FEEL THE PULL
BODY OF A GODDESS SURPASSES ALL THE REST...
I'M SPEAKING OF ELVIRA ALTHOUGH I'M SURE YOU GUESSED
THE MISTRESS OF THE DARK WOMAN OF MY DREAMS
WHO ELSE COULD FILL THAT DRESS BURSTIN' AT THE SEAMS
ONLY SHE CAN ROCK THE DARKSIDE OUTPARTY ALL THE REST
SO WHEN YOU WANT A TASTE OF TERROR WHY NOT TRY THE BEST
SHE'LL USE YOU AND ABUSE YOU FOR A LITTLE FUN
ONCE YOU'VE CROSSED THE DARKSIDE YOU'LL FORGET ABOUT THE SUN

Monday, October 5, 2015

meanwhile..............

I've been away a long time y'all and I do get the occasional twinge to blog but alas life needs to be lived and I have been doing just that!
I am not on any plan at all and i'm down to 192 just 7 pounds from my goal by simply not overeating (for me anyway) lolol
and of course blogger still wont post a pic for me, says it's unsupported..........(i'm on a new computer even) this brings it all back! anyway hope all of y'all are doin well i'd love to hear from ya on facebook!

Friday, April 24, 2015

ONEDERLAND!

WELL Y'ALL I KNOW I'VE BEEN MIA BUT I JUST HAD TO SHARE THAT AS OF TONIGHT I'M 199! WITHOUT ANY SPECIFIC DIET OR WORKING OUT I JUST HAVENT BEEN EATING AS MUCH..............I ACTUALLY HAD 3 HARDEES BISCUITS , CHIPS, AND A PAYDAY FOR BREAKFAST WHICH IS RIDICULOUS. IMAGINE WHAT I'D BE IF I HAD BEEN DOIN MY PLAN. THIS DOES MOTIVATE ME TO SHAKE A TAIL FEATHER. I'VE ALWAYS SAID 185 IS GOAL CAUSE THAT WAS WHAT I WEIGHED WHEN I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL ( thinking I was fat as a pig! lolol) THE CHARTS SAY 165............SO WHEN I GET TO 185 I'M GONNA RE-EVALUATE.

Saturday, February 28, 2015

A..N..T..I..C..I..P..A..T..I..O..N

WELL I'M DOWN ANOTHER POUND TO 203 SOOOOOOOOOOO CLOSETO ONEDERALAND AND JUST OUT OF REACH.......................on the good side my ribs are FINALLY all better so I'm gonna get back into the gym in the next few days. I work tonight then Tuesday and I have a 6 day break which I plan to make full use of!

Monday, February 9, 2015

my house as requested plus a weigh in!

ok lets get the weigh in out of the weigh...........I hadn't weighed since I moved but I've lost 2 pounds eating whatever I want whenever I want. I just don't want nearly as much since I'm happier I guess. no more stress equals no more stress eating, who knew? lol so I'm at 204. which is wonderful, my fall from a week and a half ago is still affecting me, oh I'm getting better S..L..O..W..L..Y, VERY SLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYY! lol I only get twinges when I stretch too much or bend too much so exercise is out for probably another week or so and that's ok. I'll get there eventually, onederland is tantalizingly close and I want to get there really bad, apparently this is my life lesson in patience which admittedly I have a problem with! (understatement!) LMAO
and here's various pics of my house...
these are my new barstools a housewarming gift

the new light fixture I picked out also a gift

this is also a housewarming present but it was the infamous supposed to be red rug that was burgundy, didn't work at all for the bedroom but beautiful in the living room!


this is my original rug which is now in front of my desk

the bedroom




these are the curtains gifted to me for the kitchen and I LOVE them!

my toy collection! lol





my bathroom has a name and theme it is "THE BUDDHA BATHROOM" it makes me tranquil and energized, so glad it went this way!  you cant see all of the colors but I have 4 bathmats, one orange, yellow, hot pink , turquoise..basically if it's in the Buddha poster I used it, the towels are the same colors.








this Buddha is my only new one, the rest I already had but I left the house the other morning "knowing" I was gonna have a new one, four shops and half a day later I found him at tj maxx of all places! take note of my 'found" soap dish next to him. it's a Rachel ray casserole dish my friend was gonna throw away! lolol I LOVE repurposing stuff!



I'm actually waiting on one poster to put in the frame you can see to the left of this pic.....
I just love the absurdity of it as if Buddha would need headphones! lol
Buddha Buddah Wearing Headphones Decorative Music Urban Art Poster Print 24x36



Monday, February 2, 2015

an update and an OUCH!

well I've been enjoying my sabbatical from blogging and it feels great to let go of that daily pressure to perform. my house is ALMOST finished, I'm anxiously awaiting two posters and a bedroom rug today and 2 barstools sometime this week. other than that I filed my taxes (and PRE-spent them!) and when I get those and submit my amazon order Castle Timothy will be complete...........that's a new bed/frame/bedding, toaster over, cd player which I am looking forward to so very much, upgrading to a full bed from the twin I've been on the past year or so.
now for the OUCH and it was a BIG OLE OUCH indeed, thrusday night we got a dusting of snow, just enough to need to clean off the car. I turned on the defrosters and went all the way around the car I was virtually done when my feet went sideways and I landed on my left side and bounced my face off the driveway. I actually had the wind knocked out of me and saw stars for a few moments. on the bright side I didn't knock my silly self out cause it was pitch black and no one would have seen me til morning. I drug myself up and went on in to work (it was a truck night with an inspection the next morning) cause after last month I simply cant afford another er visit or any missed work.  here's a couple of then and nows so y'all can see...
this was Thursday


this is just a moment ago


that's my week in a nutshell, hope y'alls has been WWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY better than mine! lolol
oh i'll leave y'all with some LOTR humor...

Sunday, January 25, 2015

HMMMMMMM SIMPLIFY

I REALLY FEEL THE NEED TO SIMPLIFY AND HONESTLY I HAVE SO LITTLE TIME I'M WILLING TO SPEND ONLINE ANYMORE. I ALREADY CLOSED MY FAT TO FIT FACEBOOK PAGE AND AM TRYIN TO DECIDE IF MY HEARTS STILL ON/IN THIS BLOG ENOUGH TO  KEEP IT GOIN AND GIVE IT THE ATTENTION IT NEEDS/DESERVES. I'VE MADE A HANDFUL OF WONDERFUL SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS I DONT WANNA LOSE SO I WANT TO MAKE SURE Y'ALL HAVE MY OTHER INFO JUST IN CASE, MY FB PAGE IS...
https://www.facebook.com/timothylmartin
MY EMAIL IS BUFFALOMOONCHILD@HOTMAIL.COM
 AND I SAW THIS AND WAS LIKE YES! LOLOL


Thursday, January 22, 2015

expansive

I feel so very expansive in my new space. so odd I never realized how confined I felt until I had room, it feels like I was wearing a whale bone corset and now I'm free and I can breathe!
I haven't been paying too much attention to my health/diet the last couple of weeks admittedly but sometimes life happens. lol that's ok it's a part of living if I was perfect it'd be kinda boring. this week I'm broke so food budget was kinda small. I'm eating tomato soup, noodles, chili, etc etc ....cheap and easy (just like my men! BWAHAHAHA!) the plan is to make it thru this week and then on tues night when I get paid again I'm gonna pick up a George foreman rill , frozen chicken breasts, salmon, tilapia, etc and salad fixins, plus stuff for chicken salads, tuna salads and such. I plan on "TRYING" to eat very little beef/pork and move to a more fish/fowl based diet along with salads and some nuts for snacks. this type of eating suits me very well it just takes time/effort/money but I am worth it!
jasmine is joining my gym when her taxes come in and we plan on bringing our clothes to work and going after we get off and work out at least 3 times a week. it'll be great to have a partner!
I'm not waiting on her I'm gonna start going this weekend.....I have readings today and tomorrow and right now money takes precedence over anything else.
just in case y'all have a hankerin for something sweet here's some YUM YUM eye candy!


Tuesday, January 20, 2015

mission move cmplete!

well I did it, I'm moved! and more importantly unpacked! I have literally one cd rack to buy and one tote to unpack and i'll be finished.
here's a few pics I'm gonna love it!
here's the kitchen


the living room/library




the bedroom



the bathroom



I unintentionally made a "Gaurdian" I had thrown this cloth on a hook and was carrying this mask and tossed it over just to free up my hands so I could open the closet and there he was! added my Hawaiian beads and I think he's absolutely wonderful!

Monday, January 19, 2015

movin update


just a quick update...........
I have now officially moved! YEAH! not sure if I even talked about what was goin on, see we have 2 homes side by side. me, Dawn, Donnie, Bernie, Sabrina, Tyler, and Damien live in the larger home, Sue, Xavier, and Johnny live in the smaller one. Sue's getting older and doesn't like bein alone anymore (the boys are late teens) and the boys are in school all day then disappear into their caverns of despair as soon as they get home! lolol so she decided she wanted to come to the house I live in. I had a normal sized room and 1/2 bath, the new space I have a master bedroom, HUGE bathroom with garden tub, shower stall and 2 sinks, plus a walk in closet. so it's a MAJOR upgrade for me. I also have an entire house to do with as I will, so I'm unpacking stuff that's been in storage for 10 years like all my collectible toys and such. really really happy and blessed with this new space.
the downside is my back/knees are NOT so happy! lol see all week I've been working all night then from around 7am to 1pm I was literally toting all my books and bookcases etc etc over by hand. it's down 5 steps across a yard and up 5 steps. even 800mg ibuprophen isn't helping but if I get the three bookcases I bought put together this morning and finish putting away everything i'll be able to rest, and I took off tues just in case I needed the time. VERY glad I did that so I can have a whole day of R & R.

Friday, January 16, 2015

movin

well y'all I'm totally in the midst of packing and moving...it got moved up by a week so I'm taking off sun/mon/tues to get it done but my poor back/knees are feelin it I moved bookcases/books from 7 am yesterday till noonish then had a grocery truck this morning and it's gonna be more of the same today.........wish me luck! it'll all be worth it when I get into my fabulous HUGE new space!

Thursday, January 15, 2015

stir it up!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtOoeDPc9uI
great advice, time to STIR IT UP on lotsa levels!





I can't sit here while I go nowhere
Chase my dreams through the polluted air
Walking on a wire, running out of time
There's no room in this ol' heart of mine
Bill collectors waiting down the hall
Neighbors scream and crack the bedroom wall
Nerves jump off the pavement, passion hits the street
Anger's cookin' in the city heat
World's too crazy, I can't take no more
I won't stay here locked behind the door
Baby, stir it up, got to break it up now
When I think about tomorrow, I can't wait to
Stir it up, got to shake it up now
If I have to beg or borrow, I'm not gonna take it anymore
Hungry minds do stare you in the eye
Spread it thick and lay the biggest lies
Don't say what you feel, must play hard to get
All those time bombs tickin' in your head
So much pressure to keep holdin' on
Pack my clothes up, baby, I'll be gone
I've got to stir it up, got to break it up now
When I think about tomorrow, I can't wait to
Stir it up, got to shake it up now
If I have to beg or borrow, I'm not gonna take it anymore
Can't find love because it's trapped inside
Can't find freedom flirting with the line
Make some room in this ol' heart of mine
So much pressure to keep holdin' on
Pack my clothes up, baby, I'll be gone
Stir it up, I've got to break it up now
When I think about tomorrow, I can't wait to
Stir it up, got to shake it up now
If I have to beg or borrow, I don't wanna take it anymore
Got to break it up now
When I think about tomorrow, I can't wait to
Stir it up, got to shake it up now
If I have to beg or borrow, I don't wanna take it anymore




Wednesday, January 14, 2015

fear NOT!




as I walk down the middle of the grocery store I shall NOT fear the sugar laden crap, nor shall I reach for it. I'm simply takin the shortest route to get to the bookcases, I can say furniture before food and be serious! LOLOL

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

cold workouts

the cold is no excuse, and while I didn't do traditional exercise the past 2 days I got one hell of a workout packing and carrying 3 bookcases across to the next house plus about 20 totes full of stuff. I'm sore in places I didn't know I had! lolol
I enjoyed this article so I thought I'd share it!



At the height of last year’s polar vortex, Megan Jones watched the temperature drop “with a strange glee,” she says. The bone-chilling weather brought a welcome challenge to the 41-year-old Arlington resident’s workout. When it comes to exercising outside, “I don’t think there is a ‘too cold’ for me,” says Jones, who regularly commutes about three miles by bike and races with the all-women Team Sticky Fingers cycling team. “The fresh air and scenery are worth it,” she says of her winter rides, for the “greater sense of accomplishment than spinning in place toward nowhere.”
Many people, understandably, want to hibernate in colder weather. Even going to the gym seems that much harder. But for some of us, winter is not an impediment but an opportunity to push ourselves a little harder to run, bike and even swim outside. Outdoor exercise might save you the price of a gym membership and, as long as you’re careful, offers benefits for body and mind.
Nora Krug is a Book World editor and a MisFits columnist. View Archive
For one thing, outdoor exercise can help fend off seasonal affective disorder. “Part of what makes people miserable in the winter is being confined,” says Norman E. Rosenthal, a psychiatrist and author of “Winter Blues: Everything You Need to Know to Beat Seasonal Affective Disorder.” “Getting outside opens a whole vista,” he says. “The greater the light in your environment, the more serotonin release in the brain — and that is known to be a very potent mood regulator.”
Dan Guilbeault, who is 35 and lives in the District, has experienced this sort of emotional uplift. “During particularly cold weather, running on the Mall at night can almost be meditative,” he says. “There are very few other people out, and with snow, all the sound is even mellowed.”
The outdoor swimming pool at the YMCA. (Bill O'Leary/The Washington Post)
Lifeguard Ian Flanary, right, keeps warm inside a little shack on the edge of the pool. (Bill O'Leary/The Washington Post)
Louise Papile, 65, a longtime outdoor winter swimmer, relishes the “contrast between the cold air and the warmth of the pool.” (She swims at the Silver Spring YMCA, which, like the Bethesda branch, has a heated outdoor pool that is open year-round and closes only in extreme conditions.) She says her Nordic-style workout is more refreshing and stimulating than exercising indoors. She’s even swum while it snowed and loves watching the sky change while doing the backstroke.
As Ginny Wright, a fitness instructor who has been running outdoor classes in McLean and Arlington for more than a decade, puts it: “Exercising in winter is amazingly invigorating. It is the best natural mood enhancer . . . especially when it’s sunny.”
The benefits of outdoor winter exercise are also physical. Exercising in the cold requires extra exertion to raise your body temperature, burning more calories than comparable exercise indoors. Wind resistance adds an extra challenge. “If you are making athletic-level effort — cycling hard, running at a training level — you are burning 10 to 40 percent more calories in the cold than you would in more temperate temperatures,” says Jo Zimmerman, an instructor in the department of kinesiology at the University of Maryland and a longtime trainer.
Exercising outside also means avoiding gym germs. A bunch of people sweating in close quarters, using the same equipment and locker rooms, makes gyms “a good place to pick up a potential pathogen,” says Philip Tierno, a professor of microbiology and pathology at New York University and author of “The Secret Life of Germs.” Despite what your grandmother might have told you about catching a cold in the cold, it’s germs that make you sick, and you are less likely to encounter them if you are biking or running outside than when you are pounding away on an elliptical machine that has been used by who knows whom all day.
Of course, there are risks to exercising in the cold: falling on ice, hypothermia, dehydration and exposure to sun and wind. People with heart or respiratory problems need to be especially mindful, but despite popular beliefs to the contrary, your lungs will not freeze on a cold run.
But cold-weather risks are relatively small in the Washington area, where the average winter temperature is about 38 degrees — and they’re even smaller if you’re prepared.
For running or biking, dressing in layers is key, especially with materials that fend off wind and wick away wetness and clothes that can be unzipped as you get warm. Some runners like compression tights, and on really cold, windy days, a balaclava, ski mask or a layer of oil-based lotion on your face can help with the wind. A hat and gloves or mittens are also vital. (Basically, you don’t want any of your body exposed, unless you’re swimming in a heated pool, in which case, just a suit will do — and two dry towels, one outside, one warm one waiting for you inside.)
Take more time to warm up and ease into your workout slowly to acclimate to the temperature, Zimmerman suggests, and take more time to cool down at the end of your routine. And don’t forget to hydrate — even a warm beverage will do. You may not notice your thirst when you’re cold, she says, but you are still losing fluids.
Megan Jones says she doesn’t mind the additional effort it takes to gear up for her morning bike ride. Tackling the cold through exercise gives her “an extra boost as I go through the day,” she says. “After battling wind chills, rain, snow or just even the plain cold, I know that I’ve already accomplished something even before hitting my desk.”